Let me in. Allow me to enter your world; let me expose you to the depths of my love. Allow my love to protect you without doubt, fear and questioning. Give me your all because I've given you mine. My heart is in your hands, jumping at you to take hold of it and never release. Bind yourself around me and all my being. I want to be that for you. My love is a shelter, a guidance from the dark. It's a fight against the unknown.
I want, desire all of you completely or nothing at all. Don't give me only half because I require you full. If you push, I pull. If you fight, I fight harder. I don't provide everything I am on a whim to only be let down and let go so please, don't barrier yourself between me and opening you up. Love is a challenge, a struggle and obstacle of all sorts. The winners are the ones who endure through the pain only to be stronger, closer and more connected than before. And I want that finish line with you right next to me.
You dig up my deepest fears, my deepest emotions, my deepest kept hidings. But I've succumbed to your unwavering force pulling me further along. I can't help but love you. Can't help but have you near. My heart speaks louder than my mind and gives more judgement on the book of love. You can't deny what your heart feels. I need you in my life for a reason, need you to fix me again. Show me the way, hold my hand and tell me you'll be by my side. I want to be there for you and catch you when you falter. Never do I release my entire being to someone in expectation of being taken advantage of or vulnerable to hurt. You make me want to scroll back the curtain and put the window up. I'm letting you see everything wanting even more for you to show me yours. We need each other only to rebuild together and mend our broken parts.
I won't break you, lead you to distrust. I'll prove to you the dedication I possess capable of lifting you up and surrounding you with loyalty. Just lend me your faith and care and you won't need to think twice again. I promise from now until forever. Please don't hurt me as I would never to you because you're becoming the half to my whole and strength to the weaknesses that have bogged me down entirely too long. My feet were dragging and you've picked me up again. We took the risk and now lend ourselves to fate in keeping us together and revealing our meeting in life wasn't just coincidence or in passing. Take this next step with me.
You have my heart now, everything I am. I give you me. Want you to be a part of me. And I hold you tighter only to be a part of you and be given what I know you can't let go. Help fix me again, a struggle I've given up on in finding myself. I'll help you too. Give me a chance and let love in.
beautiful kim. beautiful.
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