It's Real.

My depth, it grows for you.

Stronger, indestructible and immense with every new day.

A depth, so deep and so real that it scares me more with every possibility of knowing you can leave. Knowing you can take back your words, your feelings, your thoughts and send me to a spiraling downfall. Leaving me or deciding you cannot put yourself through this, cannot be happy with me, creates the last line for me, nothing after, nothing to hope for.

I see my heart, feel it, continue to mend it. And in it, is you. Dig far enough and you'll realize how much you are sealed into me. This isn't another cycle. How much this truly is as real as I tell you it is. Show me you, and I'll show you even more of me.

I fear losing you, losing your faith in this, losing your love. You have mine, you know this, and I have yours so please do not run off with what I've given you. Both broken and hurt, I am not only holding a love for you but the true being of who I am. You possess me, all of me and show me who I am in ways I never imagined.

I want you to, need you to believe in me and believe what I feel for you, see you as and want you as. There's no surmountable pile of love to physically show. No x-ray vision to peer into me and see how fast my heart beats when you're near. I can't show you inside my emotions and brain to allow you to read and comprehend what this is for me. Can't take yourself outside of your body and see through my eyes what it is that captivates me about you. But, I can tell you and express a small amount of what truly exists for you. A blessing and connection. A heart on a sleeve. A will and fight to never surrender.

I'm scared you'll leave me, nervous you can't believe me. Nothing so certain about my love for you compares to my past. I am not my past and need you to place my heart in yours. I'm not leaving. I'm not running. I'm not faltering in any way. I am here, ready. Believe in me, and I'll show you my world forever. Keep me as yours.